anna came my house today! with her doggy boy boy, haha..boy boy and candy had fun together=D At first, candy keep wanting to play with boy boy, then boy boy dun wan then so scared of candy cos she's bigger in size..haha..in the end, become boy boy want to befriend candy, but candy dun wan to befriend boy boy..But...in the end they became friends together..muhahaha..even fight for the food that anna bring.=D

At night, me and anna watch the tv show of "Nu Ren Da Zhu Yi", by Quan Yi Feng..they were talking about the different kind of bad men in this world..so funny, so true, & acts like a memory. They mentioned, like, men who like to lie, men who one leg step on 2 boats, men who like to spend women's money and men who are a flirt. OMG..all these points were in him lo..sian..but luckily I manage to be one of the "clever" women..even though its pain but I decided to back out & let her have him. I dun wan my life to be owning someone..I dun wan to own anyone anything or feel guily..I dun like to fight with people with the same thing..All thanks to all my sisters and friends that I manged to pull through..The show was right..even if you can pretend that nothing happen..you can forgive him but the memory is always there..the fear is always there..sometimes I ask myself..why..why must there be a repeat of 3 similar things that happen to me..strike lottery also not so accurate..-_-''..but now I prefer not to ask instead, because I think, I will be able to do much better without a relationship. I rather spend whole day shopping with my sisters instead of worrying everyday about will my bf betray me or will similar things happen again, how to make myself pretty so that I won't get dump again. I just wanna be myself, shu yun, a cheerful, blur, tom boy, normal & noisy girl. =) hee..