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Wednesday, December 17, 2008,9:58 AM
today i wrote 2 times of blog is because..really can't sleep as per normal..i was quite suprised..amos just emailed me and told me how bad his life is now..somehow..i also dun know am i stupid or what..let him hurt before so badly then still wan to console him..but i just feel a sense of satisfaction when i see that i can help ppl in their lives..just treat him as normal friends..no jealousy or what..just feel that if he and hui ting can end up together happily then whatever things that i've gave up in the past is really worthwhile..whatever things what i did is really worthwhile too..even though i myself is alone, in terms of relationship i dun wan them to split also..i'm sure if both of them are determine and amos doesn't make any mistakes again they will be happily ever after.=D..hee..anyway my life is not alone or even better than them cos i got nice family and close friends to support me. =D love u alls, muackie!..
