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Wednesday, January 21, 2009,3:57 AM
dun know how long can i stand this home..dun even want to return back at all at night, or dun even wan to step in the house when she's around..step in the house only hear quarreling..scold and scold and scold. when ppl talk to her nicely she say ppl is scolding her..when she scold ppl she treat it as a power that she's suppose to have it.
other than feeling heart pain for my parents, i dun know what to do or say. what i can do is to do nothing..because i dun wan to stir up unnecessary troubles and make my mum worry more..
nth happy is happening around me other than going out with my bunch of friends..at least i consider that as a fortunate thing for me. i wanna stay at home and rest, but i can't..just have to keep on going out to avoid the things i dun wan to hear and see..when will my happy days arrive?..another 1 or 2 more years? i'm so tired..ppl say when you do something bad u'll have retribution, but why is it when my own family is so nice we have such a horrible thing that's happening to us. dun tell me its a test send from heaven cos, even if we do good things, there're no good things happening..why is heaven so unfair.
