suppose to be a happy day for today.=) went to the resume workshop with darling and jie..then after that we took pictures inside our schl..cos we realise that RP is quite romantic and beautiful at night..=)..i'm going to so miss my darling, sweetheart and dear when i leave RP..=)..

but when i reach home..mum's nose start to bleed..very worry when she start bleeding everytime cos she has cancer before..she's already lost one of her eyes..dun wan her cancer to come back again..really very worry..that sis in law and bro also dun know what is called automatic. my mum's not a maid..her nose bleed they dun even care..still continue to ask her to take care of triston..not feeling angry, just feeling..i dun know..dun know how to describe..maybe hopeless and helpless.

anyway, this 3rd para is meant to be read by the person whom i want to write to. i know u've found and is reading my blog. just wanna tell u, i'm sorry. i won't go back to the past...dun come find me again le..i just wan to live my life as simple as possible. i dun wan anymore complications, anymore obstacles that i've to deal with in a relationship. you always say that, why we've come to this stage is because i gave you up to hui ting on that day. but, i can tell you, until now i still won't regret what i've did. we both know that, because of i pity her, and that i dun wish to hurt her thats why i decided to back out. if u're also telling the truth, then u're doing the same thing as me as well. since you've decided to go back to her and help her..dun leave her again le. it's too late to get back..the day when i give you up, it's the end. you can say that i'm cruel, but, sorry, i can't bear to hurt her, i wan her to recover. be patient towards her condition, wish u all the best with her..but if both of you didn't end up together in the end, i'm sure you'll find a better girl than me. i just want to be free of relationship problems..i'm vexed enough. i only want my friends and family..thats it..i admit it hurts, it really hurts, but sorry i've to leave again. i love you.