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Monday, January 12, 2009,8:17 AM
what is right and what is wrong in this world?..must the measurements of rights and wrongs go accordingly to the "world" and "public" judgement or it's only needed to be measure accordingly from that person's conscience...sometimes i'm so firm that i'm doing the right thing because in my brain, it says that it'll benefit most ppl and its the optimal results..but sometimes when i look back, have i really done the right thing or was it just an excuse for me to run away from my problems. Really dun wish to think so much..I..treasure the happiness that I'm able to get from my friends and my mum, dad and sis. will i make the right choice again this time or will i continue the thinking that I had in the past. One of the time, when i was very troubled and confused, I wanted to tell one of my friend about it. But before I even open my mouth, he told me that, dun need to think already, make a decision that i dun have to think about benefiting others but only me. just wish i can be selfish at times but i always back out at the last moment, cos, being selfish is not my character, seeing others unhappy is not what i will do. but what if, whether i am selfish or not, one of the party will be unhappy, what am i suppose to do now man..omg..life..haiz..nvm..shall take one step at a time. ;)..won't get beaten down so easily.
