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Monday, February 2, 2009,8:47 AM
so tired..just wanted to say, i had a happy day, erm..maybe not really those kind of like happily laughing happy, but its rather a peaceful, back to the past happy day. thanks by the way for making half of my day bright. i can't say much, not that i dun know what to say, but its i've to much to say. too much that i can't phrase it out in words. anyway whatever both of us say now is useless, its too late..i only know that it's painful, yet it's not so painful cos this time round i had sealed myself up first just in case this kind of thing happen again. but, thanks, cos i think before that it wasn't sealed up so tightly but now, all the small holes and leakage are being sealed up by me. at least, i know that from now, i won't get hurt again.
just wanna to be back a simple me..blur..happy and sleepy everyday yet i won't have to be worrying all day about unnecessary problems. i just wan to treasure everything that i have now, be it its my family, my friends, i just wan to be simple. i wan to spend time on things that will improve my life's perspective and help people if i can. being single, doesn't mean that there's no one for me when i need someone, and it doesn't mean that i'm going to be weaker than those people who are attached. i wan to, remember all the attitudes that i use to overcome the obstacles i had in relationships to apply in my life. cos i believe in, never giving up, at least, never give up till the last decisive moment. shuyun, will not be the same shuyun as the past, but my aim will be moving on in life with new good life values and getting rid of those bad values or thinking that i had in the past. i know that it's going to be a bumpy road, but that doesn't mean i won't be able to cross through it, i will definitely fight my way out..
