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Wednesday, February 18, 2009,5:42 AM
today is my 3rd day at work lo..erm..other than tired i really dun know what to say. today all the data entry work pile up high high like moutain like that..haha..cos xing wei is going to take leave till next week, so i purposely go take all the papers from him, so that i dun have to go in to screen those scary uncles. erm, its not that i dun pity them that they lose their jobs but it's just that, i really cannot afford to let ppl scream at me de, if not i'll automatically cry out..haha..automatic system in body. sis say good to learn from the screening centre, then next time become very thick face, ppl scold also not scared..-_-''..
anyway today i was a bit short tempered lo, cos the system for me to key in damn slow, change one option have to wait for it to load 1 time..can imagine how many things i have to type in..haiz..in got throw temper at yee auntie lo..so sorry..not purposely de. when i short temper better dun come near me for a while if not most likely the person will get from me de..haiz..i hope i can learn a lot of things over here ba=)..
today went back home at 6.45pm, was the 2nd last to leave. although i know a temp no need so hard working la, but i just wanna to get all those things done before i leave lo, at least i feel a sense of satisfaction.=) when walking back home today, although i'm alone but dun know why, i just feel happy and relax=) maybe cos, deep inside my heart, i know that, i am living for myself, i can depend on myself and not anyone else. i am not that weak shuyun when i use to have bf..haha..although now not very strong la, still scared scolding..:p..
erm, yee auntie say jie got her instructor job le, happy for her la, can do the things she like. =) but yee auntie say want to stop the touch ubi project..i admit everyday after work i'm like half dead, but i dun really wan to stop the project lo. since we start something le shouldn't we be responsible to continue it? if it fails i have nth to say, at least we tried, but i dun like it when we haven't even try then want to back off. really dun like it, i dun understand, 4 of us been good friends for these past 3 years, why are we like sand? i believe if everyone of us put heart and patience in, we'll be able to get the project done very fast and achieve good ending de..somemore we're able to help those touch ubi ppl also ma. isn't that our main aim at first? why are we letting go now just of some excuses? i say its excuse cos, its not that we've no time to do, its whether we want to fork out time to do or not..haiz, dun know la..