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Saturday, February 21, 2009,11:04 PM
wohoo..its a sunday, raining, so comfortable to be staying at home to slack=) but not really slacking..hee..did some housework..feel quite a sense of satisfaction. results for this sem will be out tmr, i know mostly the ending won't be good and that i have the face the consequences. hope after all that i've gone through, i'm able to cope with the obstacles given to me in future.
sometimes when watching tv really feel like a "hua chi", hopring that there's a prince appearing in my life to go through all these with me, but i think i think too much..haha.. i believe i can do perfectly well, or even better without the support of a "prince". i think its time to test out my own capability, cos it's only when you're facing all the things alone, that you realise how much are you able to endure and how much are you able to cope with it. erm, who doesn't wants someone to be beside her and she knows that there's a pillar to strength for her when something happen. but when there's no pillar for you, then all i can say is that, too bad lo..haha..must depend on yourself. =)..
boy, i wan u to know that, you can think whatever you wan to think. u can say that i'm hard hearted or what, but to me, what i did is right, i dun know does it benefits you, but it will definitely benefits me. i am selfish, and i know i have my own limits. why is it when i'm facing with all those problems, and worse of all, you are one of them who adds more onto my problem, and that you're not there for me at all. now that you're facing with these problems, although not as serious as mine, i can already feel that you wan someone to be by your side. now you can slightly understand how i was feeling back then ba. and i'm sorry to tell you, i'm not the past shuyun anymore. i've learnt how to protect myself. it's not that i dun wan to help ppl, but i will only help those that deserves my help. those that dun deserve anything from me, i won't even give a single cent. remember, everything in this world is worth your appreciation, they should not be taken for granted. even if there's a roof over your head, you're able to have food, all these are already consider a blessing to us if you know how to appreciate it. same thing, you wan me back, you wan my respect, then you earn it yourself. i won't give anyone my respect without the person earning it from me. but i guess, you'll have the same attitude, then so be it, i dun care, can't even be bothered. what i bother now is those ppl who deserves to be care by me and my own life. thats all, and bye.
