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Friday, March 20, 2009,7:24 AM
contentment, differs in different ppl, due to their surrounding environment, due to their thinking, due to the situation that they faced, and many things. sometimes, i really think, what does it mean to be happy for me? getting to earn lots of money? getting to make myself doll up and buy expensive clothes? or trying to win everyone & compare myself with them. in the end, i realise that i wan nth..i just wan everyone beside me, ppl who are important to me to be happy. everywhere is heaven if you know how to be content with simple things. expectations is also link with the contentment inside us. is it really that hard to be happy or it is that humans are too greedy. when we earn $1, we would want to earn $10, when we earn $10, we would want to earn $100. what is enough? and when will be enough?..i dun know how much must i save to earn enough money, but i just wan my parents to be happy, to let them know that their daughters love them a lot.=)..
as for love, happiness, sadness, painfulness, all those is just a learning process for ppl who're in love to mature, to grow up, hopefully. maybe you may feel that i'm coward not to open myself, but actually, i'm not shutting myself up. i just wan my life experience to be more fulfilling rather than just to have a love relationship. in a relationship, it takes up a lot of time to "shape" it into the "perfect" relationship that you want it to be. but, it doesn't mean that the 100% effort that you've put in, will gurantee you 100% results. maybe, it'll let you have painfulness only..
