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Saturday, March 14, 2009,4:55 AM
today is sat..work full day come back already very tired..reach home only mum say family quarrel again...just because of triston again. really dun understand what does the bitch wants. always pick on dad, tell story to bro then in the end dad's things got thrown out in the streets..first time see dad complain to me about what they did to him until he was tearing. tired..very tired..i'm really trying very hard to be happy. i'm really trying very hard to be on myself. i really trying very hard to be strong. but i'm tired..every month, at least one big quarrel. i'm even starting to suspect, the other side me of, which no one can sees but only i do, is growing bigger and fiercer. i dun know how long the rationality inside me can hold on to and i dun know when will i break down. from today onwards, i shall save every penny up and not anyhow spend, so that i'll buy over the house from him and chase that whole family out. the only family member i'll recognise will be triston and no one else. i dun have a brother, i will only have one sister, and all the more i dun have a women name bitch that belongs to my family. sometimes really wonder, after they die, will my grandmother punish them, can heaven see anything? will heaven punish them?
