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Saturday, January 2, 2010,9:50 PM
boring..
so long
nv come in to write my blog
liao..think it was almost dead..hehe..i'm bored at home...basically every weekend now will just play game, watch
TV and rot at home..cannot even sleep in my own room.
life is still the same...work is still stress...everyday at work is like a mental battle...a battle that i dun wish to be
involve and wish to avoid it, but arrows will just directly shoot at me...haiz..can't be bothered...if one day things really get so bad maybe
I'll just quit and find another job...but being in this job actually teaches me do not be naive, sometimes when you think that the person is good, think twice. Sometimes when you misunderstood some
ppl are so fierce, actually they have their own reasons..well.. I've learn to see things in a even more different view..learn to observe in detail even more..but i really thank my supervisor cos she has been teaching and protecting me in a lot of ways. =) my boss too in some way..
relationship wise..sorry that i might have hurt you..but i rather do it now than later..right now, i just wish to be alone, peaceful, with no nonsense and
emo thinking in me..work is already very stress...home is not a place for me to rest well..if relationship drags me back, i will have depression i guess..hehe..so i wanna learn how to be
independent..how to just tolerate or even get used to everything in my life..baby's crying? more and more used to it cos i got my ear plug...work? can't be bothered much..if you all want to push blame or what just come directly, anyway
I'm really so used to it..so lastly i just wish that you'll be happy. =)
friendship: still the same, wishing all my sisters and buddy out there remains happy in life and smile always;) ^.^
