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Monday, January 25, 2010,6:04 AM
raw~~today is Monday...the most boring day of the week...felt so depressing..more and more depressing working there..dun know how long can i hold on...but luckily my temps keep making me laugh so i felt better. =)
sorry..i didn't wan to quarrel with you..but i think that you really dun understand me even if you've been with me for 8 months...u know that i'm weak...i really need support and you can say things like maybe i dun even need a listening ear....i do need one...but are you one? this sentence that you say pierce in through my heart..really wonder everytime when i talk to you, do you seriously care about me..haz..why do i care that for..you're not even with me now...so dun even need to bother about me...but i'm truly disappointed with you and i know even more that the decision i made wasn't wrong...
if i were to live and marry someone in my life...i must be able to feel that connection between us...a mutual feeling..sorry to say that you are not able to give me that kind a feeling...really is most of the time only crying..
i think i enjoy my single life now...happy to be myself...and will continue to be like this until one day really meet the correct person...