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Saturday, May 29, 2010,9:12 PM
finally may day events is over...time to concentrate on core job scope already....so tired..slept for 12 hrs yesterday..today wake up still very tired...tmr must present at IP again..haiz..something that i cannot run away...
on Fri, went to CEO's house with team...ok la..his house quite nice..beside is swimming pool..think will be good to assist in losing weight..hehe..then afternoon came back to rest..Sat, early morning have to wake up to prepare to go DTE for the award ceremony...good that everything went smoothly. =) heng ah...then after that went drinking with my colleagues at clarke quay..anyway i ordered mocktail instead..beer is so bitter not nice to drink wan..
anyways, when we were drinking and eating..one of them asked about my team, and ask whether am i happy over there or not..i also dare not answer much...only said that the only one friend i have there is my supervisor..=)...then she talked about transfer of team...i know she was just crapping only la..but i was thinking...June is reaching already..time when our company will tend to transfer ppl internally so that we are able to learn more things by getting new job scope...i wonder will they transfer me...if they do will i still stay? Maybe it's too early to think of things that have not happen yet..but if they do i also dun know how to hand over my messy stuff..think that new person will curse me to death..:p...
Saturday, May 22, 2010,6:58 AM
ah~~~only 1 week has passed by...3 more weeks to endure...."wo ren~~~~~~"....die..thought of leaving in July, and then~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~my boss told me that she's pregnant....argh~~dun wanna stress her yet i'm unhappy staying...what to do??
actually this blog is suppose to be 3 paragraphs but laptop suddenly no bat yesterday so all that i write is gone...lazy to continue to write anyway...thats all for now...
Sunday, May 2, 2010,6:59 AM
okie..before i start writing my blog...i know that someone is spying on me...i can tell you directly, i'm not going to waste my time to write about u all cos it's not my business anyone as you can't affect me anymore. so what i'm going to write is my private stuff, i hope both of you will stop spying on my blog.
starting from tmr, my battle will start and it'll last for 1 month....however i still hope that lao da (my supervisor) will enjoy her trip and be healthy...=) somehow feeling very stress..i know that a lot of work load is coming in...i know that others will take the opportunity to bully me or to stab me...i know that i might not be able to gain simple trust from my boss even though it's not my fault, but all these doesn't matter...anyway i'm leaving soon...just wish to give it a last shot before i leave.
thought that i can leave peacefully but in the end who know this kind of things will happen...didn't expect that the witch will resign before me lol..but she's definitely against me cos she stop her work from Mar and i've to continue from there...i only hope that i don't break down again cos i really wan to prove, not only to my boss, but to myself that i can make it...although i'm blur, but at least i'm sincere...i will try my best, even if it's not a good ending in the end, i'll still try..
on normal days, it's always my lao da help me to block arrows from me..but now i've to learn how to be independant, learn how can i recover from my injuries if i kana arrows...really should take lao da's advice on taking things more lightly in a sense that shouldn't be so stubborn...woosh! must jia you for this one month...here comes multi task women again~~
