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Saturday, September 18, 2010,9:21 PM
sian, nobody wan to go watch vampire sucks with me..its either don't wan to watch cos lame, or watch with boyfriends already or too busy no time to go out with me...rar...everytime also like that....single so what...single then no one to watch movie with meh...dun care..at most i go buy vcd to watch when it's out...quite dulan now actually, also dun know why...
Saturday, September 11, 2010,7:39 PM
today is the day i wanted since 2 years ago...my brother finally moved out....suddenly felt that my house is so big, so empty, so quiet..there's no more boxes blocking the way..there's no more tristan's crying...
but i miss tristan..wonder if i'll ever see him again..even if i see him, might not even be able to say hello to him if not his crazy mum will beat him up again...my mum was very sad yesterday too, can't sleep..sometimes i'll think if ever 1 day i had such a son, what will i do...i really pity her..looking at her back, trying to be strong, but is hurt deeply inside...
i think no one should be able to understand how we are feeling...own kin but we are not allow to touch him, not allow to talk to him, now, cannot even see him anymore...he said that he'll bring tristan back sometimes, but with that crazy women around for 24 hrs, how to bring back...haiz...only hope that they'll let my mum carry tristan again, other things i won't be hoping so much...
anyways this friday went to meet up with yu feng to celebrate his bd..one year meet one time haha...got to know what has been he doing recently..but also same as me workaholic...hope the gal that he's wooing will accept him soon too..=)...we went to tunk lok to eat then surprisingly, we saw fire works!...so long nv see real fire works which is not from TV already...happy ^.^...
P.S: hope i'll become a happier person...
