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Wednesday, February 22, 2012,6:27 AM
22 Feb 12, 10.30pm.
It has been quite some time since I came in to write about what I feel and went through today.=)
Work has been quite the same and I've already gotten used of the pace and stress that I had to face in pharmacy. I felt a sense of relieved that I didn't give up on what I want when I looked back at what happened 1 year ago. When I just entered the industry, I thought that I won't be able to pass the probation..:p but now, I think that at least my life in pharmacy has been quite smooth sailing. I understand that there will be more challenges ahead but I'm willing to go through it.
Today, Lina was asking me, should we go retake our O Level English, I feel quite motivated, especially if we want to take up science degree in future. =) I hope that Jie's tuition teacher will not be charging as expensive as the british council, then at least I can save a sum of money up. =)
Other than studies plan, today I felt quite angry with PL, at normal times I don't mind her pushing us around when we are working, but she caused my pharmacist to misunderstand me. It was just a simple matter and I did my job by informing her, then in the end I get the blame..-_-''
I wanted to tell you, but as always, I know that you were busy with your work, studies and other stuff so I didn't in the end. I don't know am I really understanding or not but sometimes when I said that it's ok, it's actually not ok at all. I just don''t want to quarrel or add to your worries. A phone call per week is not enough to sustain the whole relationship, but I don't know what else can I do. Maybe to change my perspective and expectations will help to make myself happier.
Hope that tomorrow is a happier day with a fresh start. =)
