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Sunday, April 22, 2012,8:51 AM
22 Apr 12, 11.30pm
It's late at night, but still can't sleep. It may be due to I'm excited about my Korea trip in 3 days time and it can also be my English exam preparations.
I spent a few hours walking in and out of sister room to obtain the things which I'll be needing in Korea, thinking of what clothes to wear and ironing my clothes. It's the first long distance trip in my life and I'll be going with your family and you. I hope it'll be a good trip although it's not just the two of us. :p What's matters most is everyone's safety and have fun during this trip I guess. Recently, I have been feeling better, maybe it's because I said out my feelings that night. I know it's not going to be easy for both of us but at least I know that at this moment, I'll still be putting in efforts. Really hope that we can have a nice trip for ourselves, maybe with a few friends and not big gatherings again, maybe next year or so.
English O level is another concern for me currently, Ms. Laura have been a very nice teacher. I hope that I won't disappoint her and get good results. After I've received my result, I don't know what should I study. School fees will be a major problem, only way that I can pay is from bank loan, but if it's that case, will I still be able to contribute to my family allowance. It's only left sis and me who are working in this family, if I don't contribute, her allowance won't be enough to support whole family. Even if I borrow bank loan, what if I fail my degree course? I need courage to push myself forward because I know a Diploma cert won't bring me to any higher position. But if I get a degree relating to my course, I can't become a pharmacist either, it's so confusing. Maybe that's life, we have to analyze, take the step and bear the consequences of our decision ourselves.
Well, too much to think in the night, should sleep early, have to work till 8pm tomorrow.
