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Saturday, April 7, 2012,9:08 PM
8th Apr 12, 12.08pm
I've so much things that I want to talk to you but have no chance. Even if I do say it out when you can find the time for me, you won't listen either. Even if you listen, you can't or won't do anything about it either. Just want to be quiet and don't say anything currently, as if that there's no problems between us. Just want to treat myself as a sponge and maybe I can just absorb in all the unhappiness and problems.
Experience doesn't help much here, I can't feel it, I can't feel your love or effort that you've put in. I'm like a stone, with no feelings, starting to slowly build up my defense wall because I don't want to get hurt and cry anymore, I'm tired. Why can't you just understand that family or friends gathering is not dating? Maybe they are really much more important.
The places I want to go with you...tons of them, want to record it down so that maybe, just maybe we might have a chance to go together one fine day. I know in your mind, there's no place that you can think of that you want to go with me, but it's fine.
Places/restaurants list
1. Botanic garden
2. Sushi express
3. Just Acia
4. Clunny park
5. Charlie Brown cafe
6. to be continue....