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Wednesday, June 20, 2012,8:05 AM
20 Jun 12, 10.54pm
Waited for a while trying not to fall asleep to wait for one phone call which I don't know will it be calling in or not...finally it did and even before the topic heats up yet, I didn't get to say what I really wanted to say the phone call had to be put down..what a wonderful feeling...but well...I seems to be getting used to it..to this kind of communication method or rather a "short" catch up...
I think that I'm getting closer to the answer I want to know and what I want to do, most probably just waiting for the right time...some times, some things just don't belong to us...some times, staying aloof is the best way to remain neither happy nor sad, maybe peace is the best state for me....
My buddy talked to me today saying that he wants to quit when he just entered the company for 6 months. Reminded by him that if I continue to stay in this company and not to further study, I'm going to get rusty real soon. He said going to hospitals will definitely learn more things although the workload is much higher. I was thinking am I able to handle shift works, what if it affects my studies in future. Hope that part of my thinking now is based on imbalance hormones and not the real decision that I really want. Trying to stay cool headed.
