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Monday, June 25, 2012,7:18 AM
25 Jun 12 10.03pm
Today I did a stupid thing again and I made myself feel happy for one whole day. When I asked why were you feeling down and you replied that you know that you have to put in more efforts and learn how to priortise. I misunderstood the message and thought that finally you realised it and is going to put in more efforts between us. It's only after a second look at the message, I found out that you were actually refering to your work and study.
Really don't feel like replying because I'm afraid if I reply, I will say things that can never bring us back. Don't know how long can I hang on there but I definitely can't get into good sleep tonight although I'm working early shift tomorrow. I'm preparing my presentation slides for the August lessons and is hoping that work as always is able to relieve me from thinking about relationship matters and numb me, at least for the night. The only place that I can talk to is my own blog where I can write out all the things I want to write because I know no one will bother to read my blog...=)
