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Tuesday, September 18, 2012,6:55 AM
I wanted to come here to put down what I'm thinking right now and for these past few days before I do my composition homework. Ms. Laura wants us to use Goal as our compo title. I was thinking, is it very important to have a goal in life or different types of goal in different life stages?
I was very angry with one of my colleague few days ago because I'm totally disgusted by her actions. I know that it is not easy for middle age people to learn things as they may not be as fast as youngsters. However, in this case here, I can accept her stupidity but definitely not her stubborness and her scheming plans. It's alright if she doesn't wants to listen and can't get things right even for the simpliest thing at work. But, I don't understand why must she complained to boss and act pitiful saying that nobody is teaching her when everyone is already vomiting blood??? Terrible auntie I must say, scheming one too. Just don't want to talk to her and ignored her totally! I was so furious when I heard she went to ask another pharmacist what she wants to eat, she is willing to cook for her. I mean, if she is so capable, why don't she cook for everyone in the department and bribe everyone with that?? -_-'' Well, just grumbling, I know very well what are office politics and auntie's tactic since I left my previous jobs because of that.
Now, another thing that makes me pissed off is that people seems to start borrowing money from me. I'm sick and tired of lending money and continuously chasing after the person to return me the money. I hope one day, the people whom I love will start to know how to save money so that I don't have to worry about her.
However, at least there is one thing that I'm looking forward to, which is our anniversary. =) Time flies and our 1st year anniversary will be coming soon. I hope you like the present I bought for you and hope we will have many moons to spend ahead together. Most comforting words that I've heard from you is that you told me that you know you are with the correct person and don't mind setting up a family with me. For this sentence, I am willing to wait and mature with you together and I believed that we will have our own family in future. I love you...
Friday, September 7, 2012,9:48 PM
8 Sept 12, 12.40pm
Today is Saturday, going out with sis later in the afternoon. Feeling grumpy recently, don't understand why am I like that suddenly. I seems to be angry and disatisfied with the slightest thing. I've not been talking to one of my colleague for few days, at first was angry with her but come to think of it, I'm not angry anymore. However, I still don't feel like making the first move because I don't want to spoil her and let her think that she can continue with her attitude. My inner character seems to become stronger and stronger this period. Character that is very straightforward, no grey areas, a little dominant, impatient. I've been trying to control and uses reasoning to control myself but sometimes I'll explode without any warnings. I'm feeling a little frustrated with myself, sometimes cannot understand what do I really want. I hope to control back my temper towards mummy and daddy too although they don't listen to me. Maybe I need to go back to gym soon so that I can release my stress through exercise and yoga lessons even though I think I'm actually not very stress. Kam Ba Tak! =)
